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The questions,statements and expectations are finally answered.(Whether you think it is will be what it is.Wahahahah)

Partings

I really have no idea how to start this post cos there're like a million and one things that's going inside my head and I have so much to say,but can't find the words.It was my last coaching session with the J1s and I ended it off with a friendly match against BBSS(which might not have been a good idea) with the last 2 batches present. Su and Huijun came up with the buffet idea and set up the thing and I thought that was pretty nice of them. (I didnt expect a buffet,thought we'll be all going out to eat). And after most of us have finished eating,I was presented with presents (yeah!who doesnt like presents rite..),firstly from Limin and Su's batch(I shall not call them J3s from now) and another from Lydia,Mas,Huishan and Carrie. Erm a pity my full name was spelt wrongly,but still innovative and nice.I mean it!

Then came the J1's gift.



I was pretty touched by the stuff that they wrote inside it,but I have to clear the air about something.U girls are not slow,so don't think it that way.Lois I was basically 'suaning' you when I said that,so dun take it too seriously.I just think that you girls didn't get it that fast because you all didnt realise the usefulness yet.So cut that out already and believe that you can get it.
But all in all,I think that my goal is more or less achieved.I can see that u girls have matured in your thinking,and are also improving in ur game.I'm very happy that all of u said that u learnt something from me,be it in character or touch skills.I'm sorry that I had to leave,and I do have my reasons for it.It was never easy,making that decision.I'll definitely miss u girls as well,but hey,this is a new beginning as well.You will always still be be my girls.

I post the 'We promise to study hard' picture so that I can use that as evidence that they promised this before and cannot slack!Mwahaha! U girls better keep ur word!

Then came the J2's gifts.I will forever be amazed at what they can juggle up.I gotta hand it to Tzeling.I think she should be the one who did the shoebox AND the pictures in the 'Who is it' game.For my own sanity I won't post the details of whats inside the game.

And my goodness!A watch with their faces! I mean,I do love them and their creativity but...can you imagine seeing 'guoliang','serene' and 'G mamasan'(just to name a few) all the time?It's creepy!

Szeying's away in some country(I dun know where) but still got me a gift.Thanks!(but y Don't tell me You know my Boss?)

Lois got the team stuff from Korea too,and she remembered the bottle figurines I told her about!Haha! But that makes me gulity about forgetting to bring Peiyu and her cat.Crap.

And Lois,I'm happy to have been able to make you a stronger person.And don't be sad that we have to go our seperate ways but to be glad that we even had the chance to know each other and have a positive influence on each other's life. I may be the coach but all of u will never know how much all of you are teaching me as well at the same time. I'll miss u girls too,and be assured I'll never forget all of you (it'll be difficult to forget la seriously,with burpings and fartings and all).

Sigh,I'm really happy that I get to see all 3 batches together enjoying touch.It's always satisfying to know that all of you have grown and have taken responsibility of your life.Decide what you want out of ur life and go for it.

Some thoughts

It seems like there's a couple of new beginnings and endings these few days. It really depends on how u look at it,and everyone will have to move on at some point.

Animes

Been hooked on crunchyroll for the past 2 weeks.Besides training,coaching,wrapping presents and sleeping,I've been greedily spending endless time with my laptop watching animes.(And feeling a sense of sastifaction each time I finish a series). All of you should watch this : http://www.crunchyroll.com/showseriesmedia?id=1479 . Its titled Hanada Shonen-shi,about a boy who can see ghosts after an accident running away from his mum for breaking their only TV.The series gets better as it goes.

Sucky mood

Havent been sleeping well for the past few days,thinking too much after coming back from the much-deserved break at Bali and wondering why the hell I'm having so much mood swings lately.Wth.

Bali

Bali was fun. It was pure sleeping,shopping and eating. Though I wouldnt recommend the Chinese food there.But the shopping was great and so's the view of the sea.Not the beach though.

Very very tired

I know for sure that I dislike the sun. That and not enough water,not enough rest and too much activities makes u sick.Even an apple a day makes it difficult to not want to go see doctor.The only 2 things holding me back are distance to travel to see the doctor(u see,ntu/nie students do not have to pay consultation fees when they see doctors in school) and the money(u still need to pay for the medicine). And when I get unwell,I become emo.And when I become emo,I become short-tempered.And when I'm short-tempered,I get impatient.And when impatient,I turn into a nasty creature who needs a lot of time,patience and energy. You never want to get me into this state.And sad to say I was in this state for almost the past 3 days.And I'm beginning to crumble physically and mentally.With so much coming up for IVP training and so much expectations,I'm not looking forward so much to playing anymore. I am mentally tired and I want a break. Hopefully I can r & r enough in Bali next week.