Sucks.

Hell I hate being ill.The NT students really tested my patience today,both in PE and in Maths lesson.Maybe MOE should reconsider their stand on corporate punishment?Era is really different now.

Not in the mood to write stuff.I am really under the weather.Shoot.

Moods

I am just a time-bomb waiting to explode.There is so much anger and frustration inside me that I am just waiting to let it out.But there's no outlet!!! Arghhhh!!! WHAT THE F****!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I'm that pissed).

I'm done feeling I'mbeing a push over.Even that stupid mum of mine is an ass sometimes.Who the hell says their child is nuts?!At this age?!!! Okay so I might sound like I'm being childish and acting like the secondary school kids,but hey,dont tell me you dont feel like this ever before.Igrew up in a pretty negative environment where praises are a rare treat and you are made to feel like what you do is never enough. Should I ever have kids I'll bloody hell make sure they have a healthy dose of positive comments.

Shoot I am so stressed up.I need to move on.

Back to School

Argh.Just kill me. Was thinking sooo mmuch about the first day of school for Term 2 that I dreamt that I forgot about taking my form class for PE lesson.My form class some more! And imagine my shock this morning when my other class counsellor(just another fanciful name for form teacher) told me she was been transferred to another Sec 1 class! That leaves me to take care of the class literally alone!! My goodness!I'm not even in service for a year and I'm taking on that role already?! Oh well nvm.I can do this man. I'm just sad that Haslinda went to another class.She's so nice!Taught me a lot of things (without her realising it). Pioneer is really lucky to have her as a teacher here.

Come to think of it the teachers here are really good people.They are willing to help one another and lend support when tough times arises. They have no idea how helpful a listening ear helps.

Burnt!

Arghh I am so feeling the after effects of the almighty sun.I am burning up at the area around my shoulders,neck and near the chest!Since when am I so affected?!My goodness I'm really getting older...

Lonely maybe?

Got off to a pretty good start today;went back to school to settle the exam papers,touch up on the gradient worksheet and pretty much much clearer on how much time I have to teach before the mid year exams.
It was then i remembered how i HATE uncertainties.We talked about the Super 14s game yesterday over MSN,but nothing was confirmed.Is it just me?I dont want to call him up and asked him again cos it feels to me like I'm bugging him about it.Then there's the issue of dinner.I'm sure his parents will settle dinnner for us and I am real pai say about that.I dont like to impose on other people.They're so nice! After that he'll have to fetch me home.(I'm not saying its a girls right to get sent home its just the way things are.He'll just do it.That's pretty nice actually and I apprecipate that.)If only he could have just sent me a msg today asking if I'm coming or something like that.At least I dont feel so....how would you put it...ah extra.
....Ok la he did say it was up to me and asked if I wanna go and watch AFTER i sms him.He replied 2 hours later! I understand he might have his softball game on...its just the circumstances!This is so sian.
To make things worse I've pretty much finished up my work in school and I'm not for doing any school work.I want to go out,have Scoop's ice cream(the chocolate chip is good!!) and just roam away.
Life's rating at this point?A miserable 5 out of 10.Thank goodness the morning wasnt so bad.

Think on your feet.

It was Aaron's birthday yesterday! Didnt realised that birthdays can be so stressful.I've planned a surprise gathering at dinner with Norman and gang and had a mini heart attack when I realised they might not be able on reach on time.Thank goodness there were tons of people at Kuishin-bo and we had to wait.All's well that ends well.They turned up and I got a slight surprise myself when I heard Chock was coming.Sigh everyone though I wasnt happy but it wasnt the case! Oh to heck with that I just cant be bothered to explain.

Aaron looked pretty happy that day. I guess it was pretty much worth the death of some brain cells while rucking my brain for ideas.

Nostalgic

After summer touch last Sat I went back to JSS for track gathering. It was so good to see my old friends again!Yanling,Iris,Yanxia ,Rahmah,Lena...Makes me feel really nostalgic.School has changed so much,not to mention us.It kind of reflects the changes we ourselves project and I really dont know what to feel.

Saw Mr Tan and Mr Lim our coach.He has aged so much but the passion for track is still there.Come to think of it we were really lucky to have such good teachers and coach to guide us through our secondary school years. You need them to remind you of the small little things that happen.I cant remember that I pulled out the grass at Jurong Stadium with Lena in frustaration after Mr Tan refused to reduce our number of 300m till Ms Then reminded me!Hahaha!Those good old days.