Friday

I can't believe I could spend an entire Friday afternoon stuck at home doing some damn assignment.Wa lau.I want to go out and walk walk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Bloody toe is still redish.Looks bloody too)

It bled and bled.

No words can describe this pain I feel. Dun even know how I ended up having contact with the metal stand of the living room chair and just at the valley between the last toe and the second last toe there laid a deep gash. It couldn't stop bleeding and its throbbing all the time. Its about 1 full centimeter long and to tell u the truth I'm pretty shocked at how bad it looks. It was so sudden that I wanted to shout out in pain.But wth I kept it all in.And I'm suffering now. Can't even stand properly.

I'll give you that,granted.

Funny that I was thinking that I should not be taking my life and the people in it for granted when I was taking the bus back home yesterday.And the email I saw this morning when I refreshed the page after checking it the first time was from Mephine,a fellow Lion Redder who announced in a very frustrating and tired and fedup tone that she's withdrawing from this team this season.Wow.Talk about telepathy.Nah.

With only 3 games left till the end of this season,I feel that its a wrong move.Suspect dismal attendance,bo chap-ness stated as reasons for the withdrawal in the email are only part of the reasons.She is a responsible one,taking up the role of coach-captain after Albert quitted.(He didnt even announce to the team offically!). Frankly I've had that stage too and I'm just too tired to help out long term.It's been a LONG time since I've simply been just a player with no other duties.

Lion Red might not exist next year.