Hope

Spending the day with him was bliss. I didn't want it to end really,so I really hope we can secure a flat by mid year.I hope.

Happy Birthday to youuuuuu

It never surprises me how much you can brighten my day by just being ...there.I was so excited just to know u're in campus.Had late lunch with a gigantic thick toast with a generous spead of peanut butter from Kim Gary @ Vivocity, which Aaron kindly gobbled down in the end for me when I couldn't finished it.I miss times like these where we just spent time hanging about,eating more than what is normal and spending time together,just the 2 of us.And we finally caught a movie after ages (hurray) ever though it wasn't the one that we planned to watch. Juno wasn't as good as I've expected,and maybe cos it came from good reviews from the press and friends. It was just...normal.Found it slow paced too,but it has its funny moments.

And happy birthday dear.You're my cheese on the marcoroni.

(Ok so I'm borrowing that quuote from Juno,so what?It's sweet and its food!)

What is there to say?

1. Unfinished work hovers about at the back of my mind.
2. Driving's fun.Travelling there and back not so fun.
3. Sian-ness at the stagnant period;will it die off?
4. When will we get our hands on a bloody house?
5. Rain's nice.But not too much.

My thoughts for the day.Life issn't a bed of roses.

It seems to brighten up all of a sudden.

I like rainy days.

On a side note, the last week was terrible. I've no idea how I endured with the stress and mood changes but somehow I've gotten past it. I came to realise that sometimes things are just outta your control and there's nothing you can do to change it. I really have to learn to be less reliant and more patient.

At this point in time

So many questions I asked myself over the past week. SO much frustration,not knowing excatly what's going on. Am I expecting too much?Am I asking for too much? Am i selfish to not want to let u and u all do ur own things? I'm trying to be understanding but I dun know for whatever reasons I feel drained.And tired.And sad. Be it Toki Tima or other things in my life, I want the best for everyone.But I'm tired of thinking so much. It's as if I'm giving so much,more than I'm taking. I weep inside, but nobody knows.