The days get better.

It felt much better today.Collected the invites and I'm pretty excited! Haha. I might have been thinking too much over the past few days over the big changes that's coming and I guess I just have to take it when it comes instead of being such a worrier. Can't help it sometimes.

And I hope that my feet recovers fast so that I can go back to training. It sucks that I am eating the same amount and not moving as much.

I don't like myself much today.

The sickness has come back to pester me and it showed its power today. With my black face and short answers I know I'm not excatly the best person to hang put with but I really apprecipate you showing me patience and understanding. I vow to be a 'easily-to-get-along' person.

There's ups after downs.

Somehow it always gets better whenever I talk to him. I'm glad.

I hate you sometimes.

I couldn't decide whether I like this e-learning cum school sept holidays or not. On one hand I get more breaks and rest but on the other hand,the others do not.Even if they do they are doing their own stuff too.What the heck.
Feel like eating sushi.

I'm grouchy.You better keep away.

It hit me last night that I will be shifting out of my house,and it hit hard. Somehow I felt alone,with me moving to a new environment and I know I have to get used to it. I had counted on the fact that we could sort of get used to the changes together, but I don't feel that way now. I'm not sure if I'm having the blues but it kinda sucks and it makes me depressed. I'll miss my ridiculously pink built-in cupboards,my wardrobe, my single bed and my dog and I don't know if its normal to feel this way or its just me.I'm rambling on and can't seem to stop as I have so much to say but couldn't find the words to put it down. Life just doesn't always give you what you want.

Massge for u?

Tried out foot massage yesterday and am glad to say that my foot actually does feel better. Hopefully it can recover faster. I detested the limping.