This is draining.

The emotions still rush in whenever the topic was breached,and hopefully it can be cleared in a fast and good fashion. There is no way I can run from that. I hope it turns out ok and that both sides can get along and compromise. Doubts are forming but... i don't know.I don't know anymore.

Can we pull through.

So much to say but cant find the words. If only it was simpler.

Passing of each day

I'm still so tired. I dun feel like going for driving cos I might end up more tired and not being able to focus the next day where I will have to teach badminton. There is this level of stress of teaching badminton to a school who's known for their badminton. Haha. I'm taking consolation in the fact that I made it through half the week and that I'm still ok. Though I did find it a chore to get out of bed this morning.

Tomorrow will be the start of my second lessons with the Sec 2s. Lets just do it!

Is it me

I realised that the whole thing might be blown up and that it might be partly my fault. I wished I had handled it better but since it had already happen I'm just gonna try to make it better. .Seems like I'm wishing for a lot of things lately.And I still want to get out of here

I wish..

I remembered why I wanted to get out of this house so badly. Better still have no ties with just that one particular person. I wished I wasn't born into this culture and it still surprises you that it can affect you this much. I am so blardy disappointed.

After the good stuff always expect the bad

Its funny how after everytime you're happy about something, something else will come along to spoil it and then make you feel like you're back to square one. Expectations are high maybe,and U just didn't want the good things to end. But why did things turn out like that?Like what Nelly Furtado sang:"Why do all good things come to an end?"

And a picture from Aaron's friend's wedding at Sheraton Hotel. The dessert was good.

At this point

Life couldn't seem to get any better now. I can't contain my excitement.