Lonely maybe?

Got off to a pretty good start today;went back to school to settle the exam papers,touch up on the gradient worksheet and pretty much much clearer on how much time I have to teach before the mid year exams.
It was then i remembered how i HATE uncertainties.We talked about the Super 14s game yesterday over MSN,but nothing was confirmed.Is it just me?I dont want to call him up and asked him again cos it feels to me like I'm bugging him about it.Then there's the issue of dinner.I'm sure his parents will settle dinnner for us and I am real pai say about that.I dont like to impose on other people.They're so nice! After that he'll have to fetch me home.(I'm not saying its a girls right to get sent home its just the way things are.He'll just do it.That's pretty nice actually and I apprecipate that.)If only he could have just sent me a msg today asking if I'm coming or something like that.At least I dont feel so....how would you put it...ah extra.
....Ok la he did say it was up to me and asked if I wanna go and watch AFTER i sms him.He replied 2 hours later! I understand he might have his softball game on...its just the circumstances!This is so sian.
To make things worse I've pretty much finished up my work in school and I'm not for doing any school work.I want to go out,have Scoop's ice cream(the chocolate chip is good!!) and just roam away.
Life's rating at this point?A miserable 5 out of 10.Thank goodness the morning wasnt so bad.