I hate to admit it but I've grown to bunk on being admitted to NIE a lot without realising it.I'm really not sure whether its just me (being paranoid) or that life has other plans for me.Aaron didnt think much of it,saying I have more time to think of whether I should stay in this line and that it should be ok.
And what the heck,I actually broke down in front of my Sec 4 class.It was really humbling.I had thought I had collected myself to go down and face them,but I guess it wasnt enough.My emotions are all in a mess.Felt so alone yesterday and cried terribly.I guess I have to face up to it sooner or later.It sucks to bottle up your feelings and I was never one to do well at that.
The fact that my PDO was 'blur' didnt help the least.From what I have heard there was no report written about me (contract teachers are supposed to have a report written up to MOE). Plus June had already went and sign the bond.Freak.Amd she didnt ask me whether I got it or not.I had to ask.That sucks.
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