You chose your path when you walked out on us.

I find it ridiculous that someone can actually assumed that someone else will take up the responsibility and role when the coach left without announcing it offically, and then take over because 'she has to'. Then walk out of the team near the end of the season because things were very bad, and then think again that it was irresponsible of her to have left then decides to come back again.

To my girls who are reading this,make sure this doesnt happen.If you decide to take up any role and accept it, it IS an achievement in itself to finish up the term of that role.Be fair to the rest.And of cos you have to know what you're in for b4 you took up the role.

I am seriously unhappy(and that's too mild a word) over the fact that I was assumed to have to take over coaching/leading/training the team just beacuse I was the most senior,capped,experienced.And I've already made my stand very clear in the beginning: I CANNOT commit to all trainings.wtf. 'We understand,we understand' and in the end what did you get? Unspoken thinking:You should have taken over. Brenda initially committed but also pulled out just a few weeks b4 season starts.So thats ok too?No one came and approach me to take as well,if they really had wanted me to take training or give help or any kind. I stopped coming for trainings because I was really buys and tired and I have nothing to work for during trainings.I might as well say this now: I do not find myself challenged during trainings, nor were they intenstive(I'm not talking abt fitness).

I don't think I'm the only senior being unhappy.I am sure there's a few more out there who's unhappy with what has conspired recently. At this point in time,I am pretty sure I do not want to be in a club like this. Arghh the anger is seriously building up.