At this point in time

So many questions I asked myself over the past week. SO much frustration,not knowing excatly what's going on. Am I expecting too much?Am I asking for too much? Am i selfish to not want to let u and u all do ur own things? I'm trying to be understanding but I dun know for whatever reasons I feel drained.And tired.And sad. Be it Toki Tima or other things in my life, I want the best for everyone.But I'm tired of thinking so much. It's as if I'm giving so much,more than I'm taking. I weep inside, but nobody knows.