It was never going to be like in the younger years.

Does familiarity really leads to taking all things granted?There is little communication. I thought I would at least get a sms or call just to confirm and inform but there wasn't. I took it as I wasn't thought of and not enough to warrant a sms and got so freaking sad that I'm disgusted at myself. I dun know,maybe I'm really getting complacent. So many things I'm not so sure of anymore. So many things I just want to get away from,run away. Am I thinking too much or is it just my monthly women's thing? Am I asking too much? Am I right to think this way?Is it wrong to feel this way? I don't know how to put it across without sounding curt,and I never want to start something that might lead to an argument with anyone. I guess that's why it gets bottled up and creeps up at the wrong moment. The weather and my feeling under-the-weather doesn't help too.
I guess the upcoming camp's a good time to get away from the routine of life, and a getaway of sorts. There's so many things in my head now it feels like its going to burst. Or maybe it's just the weather.
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